REALITY CHECK, FULL BLOWN HONESTY. I’m gonna be translucent and honest here because I need to be. If I don’t get honest with myself shits never gonna happen. Im coming back to tumblr for the motivation, for the supportive people, and the nonjudgement I found here (hopefully will find again).
I totally let myself go. After the move from Hawaii I just didnt give a fuck anymore honestly. I hate it here (its getting better but i still fucking hate it here), its cold so running…yeah right. Home workout plans…way too easy to put off…so I bit the bullet and got a gym membership this week. I’ve also been paired with a running buddy through a group that pairs people with disabled individuals that cant run. I can run, so I run for a little boy who cant. I cant believe I let myself get THIS bad….I think I may be close to my heaviest ever (though the outfit I chose doesnt help w squeezing in, I know I’ll fit into it months down the line and the difference will be clear that way). SO that whole GOALS thing, I have fitness goals. My main goal is to feel better about my body all around. I would ultimately like to look like I did all the way to the right (no idea on weights in any of these photos). The best thing about these goal photos; THATS ME. I know I can look like that because I’ve looked like that in the past. It took A LOT of hard work and dedication, but I’ve done it before I’ll do it again.
This months goals: run/lift 3 times a week, walk the dog 2 miles 2 time a week. Only “cheat” once a week on date night. Drink more water. Eat more veggies.
Major goals: Run a 10K in May. Not get so caught up in the fitness thing I cant enjoy myself when we’re out with friends. Obtain body on the right hand side (months and months down the road). Give every workout my 150%.