This was me about 6 lbs lighter than I am now and about 7 lbs heavier than my lowest weight. I felt shitty about myself then for having gained some weight back and now I’d like to punch that girl even. I especially like to slap the skinniest me who thought I needed to drop more fat and I was a SIZE TWO! God why are our body images so messed up!!!!!!????? I’d be happy to even get back to this body in this pic. Livefit starts Monday I have a buddy this time around and a routine to follow that’s premade, I can do this. 6lbs really isn’t that much so I have full faith. This is the last time I’m sayin I’m going to start back at it. I’ve had enough of myself bailing and looking back on just a few pounds and being happy with that doesn’t make it seem too overwhelming. I will keep in mind how messes up and distorted my self image is, bc when I took this picture I wasn’t happy with my body…IDIOT! I’m going ditch the scale and base my progress on strength, weekly pictures, and my jean that I no longer fit in. I will fit in them again!