I am glad i didnt post my last complaint about this dog. It is NOT his fault he isnt potty trained, doesnt know his name, doesnt know im talking to him EVER, doesnt know how to walk on a leash….basically isnt trained at all. NOT HIS FAULT, there for i should NOT take my irritation and anger out on him. I will take this month to train him the best i can and be thankful how amazing my puppy was when i got her. Not to mention how much she has learned and quickly with me.
I released a little anger and aggression in my run, and will continue to do so through out this month when he bothers me. He is a puppy, and hasnt been cared for, he cant be blamed.
ITS OFFICIAL I WEIGH LESS THAN I EVER HAVE IN MY ADULT LIFE!
I FINALLY dropped 2 more pounds and I dont remember the last time i was the 140’s. Now to remain in the 140’s. I would be satisfied with losing 3 more pounds and then if i cant drop anymore weight than that I wont be sad, however if i could drop the last 8 pounds and reach my goal….i would be ELATED. However, having dropped 14lbs (before these last 2) and people thinking that I was SKINNY makes me wonder if dropping another 10 from that place is going to look healthy. I would mostly like to tone after these last 3 lbs. I just want to flatten my belly out a little more and trim my side only slightly because i personally like my curves a thank you! And arms, i want arms!!!!
things that consume most of my time/convos these days: food, sex(this is obviously only a convo consumer as the only person im having sex with at the moment is myself), my husband, running/exercise, tv show ive been addicted too aaaand press repeat
Welp i chose a different 5k for the 4th of July since the money will go towards epileptic children rather than goodness knows what on base. I came across a 4.4 mile run 2 weeks later, im considering it, but the only thing is its a 4.4 mile run ON SAND….im not sure my body will be up to that 2 weeks later. Upping the mileage 1.3 miles AND creating resistance…..maybe if i want this body bad enough i’ll find the strength.
almost peed my pants, from nerves. I have a dentist appointment on friday, im TERRIFIED of the dentist. I also have a lady doctors appointment. talk about a stressful day. Ive been putting off making those appointments for WEEKS.
im done with today. fucking done. time warner cable sucks. verizon charged me SIXTY dollars more than they should have because theyre fucking idiots too, and now my dog WONT STOP POOPING inside. im done! Considering a 10pm run because im just so fucking frustrated and pissed off i could hit something!
i dont beat animals EVER but my temper and patience is gone karma is so lucky i didnt just lose it. kennel for the rest of the night for her own good.
OHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I cannot explain my RAGE right now. TIME MOTHER FUCKING WARNER is about to be giving me a month free of fucking everything because im fucking pissed the fuck off. FIX MY MOTHER FUCKING INTERNET! This is ALL fucking day ive had an issue the third fucking time ive called them and the 4th time ive had an issue with my internet in a week. GET THE FUCK OUT HERE AND FIX MY SHIT! I got a new modem and all so dont pull that shit on me. My husband is deployed the ONLY way we keep in touch is through the internet and FUCK YOU! You think youre going to take your time fixing my shit, i think NOT. If you want to fucking discount my month then fine, but im not paying for shitty internet. Ive been in hold hell for 20 minutes now and its not gonna be pretty when i talk to them!
oooo was i a grump tonight and i felt like everything was happening just to piss me off more. NO INTERNET FOR 4 HOURS…not a big deal unless you are waiting for your husband to get online. Lucky bastards turned it on RIGHT in time. Now i can go to bed a happy hippo!
“Saying ‘I notice you’re a nerd’ is like saying, ‘Hey, I notice that you’d rather be intelligent than be stupid, that you’d rather be thoughtful than be vapid, that you believe that there are things that matter more than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan. Why is that?’ In fact, it seems to me that most contemporary insults are pretty lame. Even ‘lame’ is kind of lame. Saying ‘You’re lame’ is like saying ‘You walk with a limp.’ Yeah, whatever, so does 50 Cent, and he’s done all right for himself.”—John Green (via saddest-summer)
not until she is better about just RUNNING and paying attention to the task at hand. Tripped over here THREE times today, and she almost took me out by my bad knee. I gave up at 2.3 miles. I KNOW i could have done 3 but she was ruining the mojo of my run GR!
i ate almost an ENTIRE bag of pirates booty tonight. FML. running is a MUST tomorrow. I saw myself in a video clip and i was all “shit i got skinny” so no more eating whole bags of pirates booty, and candy, and cookies all in one day. It my period week and i let it get me HARD!
We're the Three Best friends that anyone could have
So I have these 3 girlfriends that I used to be attached at the hip with. It was the 4 of us ALL the time….they moved, life happened, distance happened, and now *I* have grown apart from them. *I* have been left out of the loop, and *I* often get blamed for the distance. News flash….the phone works in two ways.
Regardless, it still hurts. It still bothers me, and it still saddens me. One of them just broke up with her boyfriend of 3 years PLUS, another one is moving out of her family home of 24 years, and the other one…well I dont know but im sure something significant is going on in her life and i know nothing of it. I fucking hate it, but truthfully the marine corps and marriage has put an even greater amount of distance between us. Their lives are all in relatively the same place, graduated from college, living on their own, with “normal” 20 something problems i supposed. Here I am married and thus having my own little family which has potential for growing and it wouldnt be an odd thing (though we dont plan on it growing), a home (though the usmc owns it) i still need to finish school, and no 9-5 job like them.
Idk, i guess im just sad. I want to talk to them, i want to know about their lives but how do you catch up on a years worth of information? How to i close this distance?
I sobbbbbed on skype last night, this is the 2nd time ive done this in a week. I know my preperiod emotions are getting the better of me but i really just miss my husband, and im so over deployment. I just want to hold him. I feel like its going to quickly that it should be the end now. It probably didnt help i was around a bunch of friends and their husbands last night.
I feel bad, i know it makes bill feel bad. I think he thinks im crying bc of something he is doing, like getting off skype. Im just crying because i fucking miss him and im fucking tired of this. Then he is super sweet to me which only makes me cry harder lol.