July 2011
After my run
I am glad i didnt post my last complaint about this dog. It is NOT his fault he isnt potty trained, doesnt know his name, doesnt know im talking to him EVER, doesnt know how to walk on a leash….basically isnt trained at all. NOT HIS FAULT, there for i should NOT take my irritation and anger out on him. I will take this month to train him the best i can and be thankful how amazing my puppy...
ugh i miss my husband so much today.
ITS OFFICIAL I WEIGH LESS THAN I EVER HAVE IN MY...
I FINALLY dropped 2 more pounds and I dont remember the last time i was the 140’s. Now to remain in the 140’s. I would be satisfied with losing 3 more pounds and then if i cant drop anymore weight than that I wont be sad, however if i could drop the last 8 pounds and reach my goal….i would be ELATED. However, having dropped 14lbs (before these last 2) and people thinking that...
June 2011
things that consume most of my time/convos these...
SIGNED UP FOR THE 5K!
Welp i chose a different 5k for the 4th of July since the money will go towards epileptic children rather than goodness knows what on base. I came across a 4.4 mile run 2 weeks later, im considering it, but the only thing is its a 4.4 mile run ON SAND….im not sure my body will be up to that 2 weeks later. Upping the mileage 1.3 miles AND creating resistance…..maybe if i want this body...
determined to have a "clean week" this week. so...
almost peed my pants, from nerves. I have a dentist appointment on friday, im TERRIFIED of the dentist. I also have a lady doctors appointment. talk about a stressful day. Ive been putting off making those appointments for WEEKS.
tapping the fuck out.
im done with today. fucking done. time warner cable sucks. verizon charged me SIXTY dollars more than they should have because theyre fucking idiots too, and now my dog WONT STOP POOPING inside. im done! Considering a 10pm run because im just so fucking frustrated and pissed off i could hit something!
i dont beat animals EVER but my temper and patience is gone karma is so lucky i didnt just lose...
FUCK YOU TIME WARNER! STOP MKING EXCUSES YOUR SHIT...
TEMPER
OHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I cannot explain my RAGE right now. TIME MOTHER FUCKING WARNER is about to be giving me a month free of fucking everything because im fucking pissed the fuck off. FIX MY MOTHER FUCKING INTERNET! This is ALL fucking day ive had an issue the third fucking time ive called them and the 4th time ive had an issue with my internet in a week. GET THE FUCK OUT HERE AND FIX MY SHIT! I...
“i love when i look back on my pictures and i can remember the whole day. that...”
grumpy guss!
oooo was i a grump tonight and i felt like everything was happening just to piss me off more. NO INTERNET FOR 4 HOURS…not a big deal unless you are waiting for your husband to get online. Lucky bastards turned it on RIGHT in time. Now i can go to bed a happy hippo!
true story:
im watching my big fat gypsy wedding. Its SO interesting to me since i have gypsy in me from my grandmothers side.
“Saying ‘I notice you’re a nerd’ is like saying, ‘Hey, I notice that you’d rather...”
– John Green (via saddest-summer)
i take it back i dont want to be skinny. I want...
no more running with my dog
not until she is better about just RUNNING and paying attention to the task at hand. Tripped over here THREE times today, and she almost took me out by my bad knee. I gave up at 2.3 miles. I KNOW i could have done 3 but she was ruining the mojo of my run GR!
he just has to say the simplest things, and it...
confessions
i ate almost an ENTIRE bag of pirates booty tonight. FML. running is a MUST tomorrow. I saw myself in a video clip and i was all “shit i got skinny” so no more eating whole bags of pirates booty, and candy, and cookies all in one day. It my period week and i let it get me HARD!
We're the Three Best friends that anyone could...
So I have these 3 girlfriends that I used to be attached at the hip with. It was the 4 of us ALL the time….they moved, life happened, distance happened, and now *I* have grown apart from them. *I* have been left out of the loop, and *I* often get blamed for the distance. News flash….the phone works in two ways.
Regardless, it still hurts. It still bothers me, and it still saddens...
i often think about the stories we’ll tell out children one day. What i’ll say when they look at our old pictures. Time to start printing.
I feel bad
I sobbbbbed on skype last night, this is the 2nd time ive done this in a week. I know my preperiod emotions are getting the better of me but i really just miss my husband, and im so over deployment. I just want to hold him. I feel like its going to quickly that it should be the end now. It probably didnt help i was around a bunch of friends and their husbands last night.
I feel bad, i know...
creeping his profile and willing him online like...
