December 2011
i feel like crying
why did i just eat all of that….bc its what i do while im trying to study, because i already felt bad about myself so why not make myself feel worse.
i cant believe i just did that. thats the first time in 7 months. This is not okay, not okay at all. what is happening to me. i cant let his coming home put me down the drain. after tomorrow (because i have too much to do tomorrow) I am...
ugh....
pmsing, and studying = eating WAY over my daily intake. damn it.
i.WIN!
i told him we were having spaghetti squash for dinner and he made vomit sounds, told me he doesn’t like squash BLAH BLAH BLAH!
i serve him dinner. he looks at it, put some of it in his mouth as he says “whats in this? what kind of spaghetti is this?” i say “just eat it. do you like it?” him:”yeah its pretty good”. I MOTHER FUCKING WIN! haha i told him...
i want my harry potter tattoo right now
yep, you heard right, harry potter tattoo. im getting quote involving love on my left forearm. i have “where you invest your love you invest your life” on my right forearm so im going to even it out and end there with quotes or im going to end up looking like a book!
being a female
leaves you feeling needy, attention wanting and the urge to cry for no good reason during small periods of time. today is one of those days i want snuggles and quiet all day long. fuck this paper.
disappointed
i dont think im going to make it to the gym tonight. I dont feel very well, but im over my cal count for the day :( i got up to get ready and just dont feel the motivation right now, plus when i walk around i just feel yuck. guess thats my rest day.
delightfullycharming:
When you realize that love is all that matters after all, it sure makes everything else seem so small.
^truth
How to give a great handjob
doorsthatsigh:
Use your mouth.
My water just came out my nose. Oh my gosh.
i just snorted.
stop to enjoy a moment of nothing
we’re always so busy trying to entertain ourselves, and I always feel like i need to be doing something with myself or im wasting the day away but 45 minutes of doing nothing with someone (like say my husband) is a much needed break to recognize that nothing is just as important as doing homework, exercising, cleaning the house, getting things in order.
We dont have cable, the playstation...
How I feel about getting out of bed.....
xlu:
things i have learned while being married:
if he wants to load the dishwasher, dont correct him on how its supposed to be loaded. he is trying to help out, so let him do it his way at least he is doing it.
sweet taste buds
i used to be a candy fiend and still pretty much am, i LOVE my sugary sweets but the amount o can consume before getting sick has significantly decreased.
this morning i was out of silk nog so i decided to try mixing the vanilla almond milk (sweetened…couldnt find unsweetened) into my tea and holy sugar over load. my tea was FAR too sweet….i never thought i would see the day.
water:
must drink more of it. ive been pretty bad about it since bill got back, lucky if i drink 48oz in a day. so im working towards at least doubling that. i need to focus on that more! Ive been so bloated and blah, def a combo of diet and not enough water.
Warrior transition?
michaelmo123:
doorsthatsigh:
Or the classes my husband likes to refer to as the “Don’t kill yourself or beat your kids, your wife, or your dog” classes.
This would be the sorts of things they discuss:
”Don’t beat your wife” “What if she burns the food on purpose?” “… Do what you think is best”
-.-
Haha that is what my husband said too. He jokingly punched me the other day and I said HEY...
November 2011
words just dont do me justice anymore
i emotions and love and feeling for this man arent expressible in words. i cannot kiss him enough times, i cannot hold him tight enough-nothing can full express how i feel.
Im left wanting to take a million pictures. its my only means of showing another what i feel. maybe its because i can then see it as well, reassuring me that he CAN see how much i love him. its truly overwhelming though.
...
the healthy-fit-beautiful goal: 60 day weight loss... →
thehealthyfitbeautifulgoal:
I found this on lets-be-skinnyprettythings tumblr page!
Week One! Weekly challenge: Pick one unhealthy food or habit you have (eg. Artificial sweetener, chocolate, eating after 8pm, skipping breakfast) and aim to go 7 days without eating/doing it.
Day one: How tall are you, what do you…
So I think I am going to try this. suppose i will start tomorrow...
Don't feel like running? Tell yourself you can...
dedicatetofitness:
That’s what I did today. I didn’t really feel like going for a run so I just said to myself you can walk when you’re tired. And I did I would sprint, run, jog, speed walk and repeat that. I guarantee you it works.
funny reading this makes me think of yesterday, I really didnt want to sprint but i also knew i would have bailed out of my other option of straight 3miles so i...
i went over my calorie count by like 200
but at least i opted for a banana instead of more candy cane kisses. i could eat a whole entire big bag of those if i didnt think it would make me gain 4lbs in a day. i decided i wanted something sweet so i should at least make it natural sweet. UGH. so bloated and feel like im 10lbs heavier these past few days. MUST get back on track 100%
this week and today
yesterday i was pretty good with my eating and i killed it at the gym, today i have had far too many crap snack foods and all have been carbs. BOO! However, i did step it up on my HIIT and in between sprints i jogged instead of walked with the exception of one time so i managed almost 3miles ran, normally i jog a mile and half and sprint walk another mile and half so i feel pretty accomplished for...
napped on my husbands lap.
michaelmo123:
enmotion:
seriously, napping on/with him is my favorite past time.
Haha I did the same thing! I love when he plays with my hair!!!!!
bill rubs my ear, i have a love hate relationship with the rubbing of the ear bc he does it when we’re watching tv and i cant hear the tv but i absolutely love it when we’re (or i am) just laying there about to sleep
napped on my husbands lap.
seriously, napping on/with him is my favorite past time.
Healthy and Happy: confession: →
healthyyishappy:
I am getting REALLY frusterated and impatient with this plateau. It honestly makes me feel a bit discouraged, but I have been pretty good at being positive and just keeping on keepin’ on. That being said, HOW is it that I am excercising 1-2hours 5-6 days a week and eating a net of approx 1200 cals…
i cant find your ask box so im reblogging this. i have done the increase...
husband just said he needs to look on pinterest
i asked for what? he said just ideas. if me MAKES me something for christmas i would take that ANYDAY over something he bought.
anyone ever seen jenna marbles video "how to talk...
my husband just complimented my dog on her outfit. lol.
i cant help the mushy crap that runs through my...
this should be known before i continue:
before my husband it wasnt just the bad relationship before, there were MANY bad fligs/relationships that always left me feeling worthless. I did NOT believe in true love, and that marriage could work and that those that were still married after 35 years were just sticking it out because they were so far in it they had nothing else. I thought every man...
i came home
to a slightly cleaner house. He says he didnt do much, but its noticeably cleaner which i appreciate. He also fed the dog like i asked and had all the christmas decorations out and ready like i asked (i was certain the christmas stuff wouldnt be pulled out, also because i arrived home 45 minutes early). I’ve got to start believing he will do things i ask him to while I am away. I am just...
