December 2010
Silence
Something I’m working on accepting, and not shying away from. Sometimes I feel as if my relationship is disconnect when we’re sitting in the same room each of us on our computers not really giving notice to the other. But then thats what you do with your family isnt it? You love your family dont you? Acting this way doesnt mean you love them any less does it?
In fact I believe...
Decided
I have decided that I am going to really try and REALLY keep up with my tumblr. I’ve been trying to decide where I am going to move my photos to from my facebook fan page and i think im going to use this tumblr to encompass all parts of my life that are important. There are a few things i need in this life and photography is one of them. I think my photography portrays me better than any...
“Such a simple concept, yet so true: that which we manifest is before us; we are...”
– The Art of Racing in the Rain
Author: Garth Stein
judgement day
Maybe I’m being paranoid here but some peoples tones when they speak to me about my getting married often seems to have a slight judgmental undertone to it. No, no wait….I’m not paranoid because I know for a fact comments have been made about “how long [we’ve] been together”, so I know judgment is being passed. Um, excuse me, but who made you the official...
Inspiration
I need to start photographing daily again. Cruising with my camera, constantly on the look out.
im lacking inspiration. maybe its the people that seem to surround me currently. constant flakes. people im offering you a free shoot basically and you flake out on me, CONSTANTLY. I’ll gladly drive someone around as long as they’re open to cruising freely. 4 years of experience in...
Its Christmas Eve
and im ready to go home. Maybe I’m overly sensitive or w.e. but I’m over it, over people. I’ve come to the realization that there arent very many people here in Hawaii I couldnt live without. There are VERY few i would call if i were crying and just needed someone to cry on the phone with and i think thats the true test of how close we are, how willing i am to let you in at my...
Reality Hit Me
In not more than 3.5 weeks training will start. This means weeks on end with out the love of my life. Nights spent alone sleeping on the couch because it just seems impossible to fall asleep in my bed without him. I’m not being dramatic or making stories up to make things seem like some movie you see on tv, sleep just doesnt come when I lay in my bed if he isnt home. I have tried and i...
Faith
Definition of FAITH
1a : allegiance to duty or a person : loyaltyb (1) : fidelity to one’s promises (2) : sincerity of intentions
2a (1) : belief and trust in and loyalty to God (2) : belief in the traditional doctrines of a religionb (1) : firm belief in something for which there is no proof(2) : complete trust
3: something that is believed...
