a) my 2 pairs of fleece leggings that i ordered online for $15 arrived in the mail today. winning.
b) i applied to a job (though its kind of far away, 50 min, but i drove that amount of time in traffic to and from my job in HI so its not like I havent done it before) and they called me for an interview on thursday. thumbs up. It is part time with good potential to go full time. Even more thumbs up, ease back into the working woman mode.
but i get a tiny little bit of satisfaction when I find out people that used to talk shit on my relationship/marriage are now divorced. i mean i dont want peoples relationships to fail, but they were so judgmental about mine and now theirs has failed.
im so horrible to say that. i know but it needed to be said.
literally everything makes me cry, theres a GIF of a cat jumping into a box and then flipping the box and falling on its back and all i can think is “the poor cat” and well up with tears. I just watch a clip of a dad lip syncing to his child throwing a tantrum and the whole house is dying laughing and the little girl just keeps screaming stop laughing at me and all i want to do is cry for her. I know how it feels to be that frustrated and people are laughing at you. im just sad, and lonely……nothing new. week 3 of feeling like shit. this week has had more positives in it like i started art class, and im working this tiny 6 hour a week job but it gets me out and makes us some money, even if its only $70 a week its $70 a week more than we had without the job. so its not all horrible but i just feel horrible in general. I miss Hawaii more than anything ever.